See, I'm the worst breed of human. Let me explain. Some people are dead inside. They go through life knowing this, and they manage fine enough, because, well, they are dead inside. They aren't bitter, because they don't care enough to be. Others live in the fucking clouds, watch romantic movies, and dream about everything being perfect one day. These people are always fine because they have an everlasting well of hope inside them. But when it comes to me... I'm someone who's mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means that I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for the day when it might not be. The tension makes me wish I were just completely dead inside. It would make things much easier for me. See that?